Eh. I know I’ve been making a fair few down posts lately, but this is my personal journal type thing since I don’t have one so you’ll have to forgive me or unfollow me. Either way.
I’ve been so down lately that I’ve been physically sick. I can’t keep anything down and things just set me off. Music. Quotes in movies or scenes. I don’t know what’s wrong with me half of the time. I guess abandonment issues or whatever with people in my life with the exception of my parents since they’re the only two consistent people in my life but I think they’ll eventually get over my bullshit too one day just like other people I’ve known. Eh. All this pity me bullshit is even annoying myself but I don’t vocalize any of that outside of what I write down but I think I’m drawing closer to the end of my life, or something in my life because I honestly don’t know how much longer I want to do any of this for, or how much longer I can do this.